Sunday, May 27, 2012



Attempted offering

There’s a book on the black marble pedestal.
I tried to make you read it.
I begged you to read it.
Not because I was proud of it,
but because it is an explanation.
An explanation I thought you deserved.
Wanted.

And those gold lines that trace up the marble;
those are a map.
They are my veins;
pulse my words,
wind my thoughts.

The whole room smells like grapefruit and mint, and in the sunlight that shines, you can see the dust particles swirling.

The room was never opened.
The key is still lying on the desk.
Next to it is the letter that’s handwriting is choking.
I guess you never read it.
Never learned about the room.
Never learned how to save.

And I am hunched,
breathing like some animal,
hunted. Haunted.
My whine of warning unheard.

Sunday, May 20, 2012

It's Harold's fault

I haven't been able to write since I told you.
Nope, not a word.

Fuck Harold.

Wednesday, May 16, 2012


Who knew?

I’d like a drum roll with you, and to feel like our hands are moving through jell-o as they near. You are fingernails painted ruby.

I hope you’ve wiped off that eyelash and made a wish. I don’t think you’re St. George. Three times is too many times to lose you. I’m no peach tree.

Better bet I’m lip-biting fidelity. So put on your hand wraps and let’s go a round. I’ve always wanted a fighter.

Tuesday, May 15, 2012


Let’s not get sentimental

I got chips of my red fingernail polish in your oatmeal. They must have fallen in while I was making it. I was trying to show you how much I care, but I cringe as the accidental sprinkles pass your lips. You seem unaware, but I know they’ve cut you inside.

Friday, May 4, 2012

A Good Man


Partings are wierd.

I hugged Ben Bosco goodbye today, and the world was a little less shiny. He’s thin, tall, and tree like.  A good man, good human, that I probably should have fallen for, but couldn’t.

 He’s too much like my brother.

And maybe someday, in ten years, I’ll run into him at Wal-Mart with his heard of children, and he’ll still be the superhero I always knew he was.

Thursday, May 3, 2012


The Norwegian

He painted me a picture of a duck, but I told him it wasn’t good enough. I told him he’d need to become famous so that I could sell it for millions of dollars. He smiled with his eyes and asked my name, which is so German it hurts.

Riskless

The man who had done everything right was setting silverware on his fairly earned table. The edges of the napkin bent up gently around the fork as he sat it 6/8 of an inch from his plate. He ran his un-callused hands through his left-parted strands, sighed, and yearned for burnt dinner.